rap music

i will post a mix of rap i made.

i want to say something now.

i like rap.

some of it.

this mix includes qwel, dose one, k the i, big juss, el-p, gza, rob sonic, alias, mr. skurge, company flow, buck 65, and quasimoto.

there are stereotypes associated with rap, and i don't really want to be associated with these stereotypes.

i'm not gangster, and if someone wanted to fight me, i'd probably run away.

stereotypes of people who listen to rap are, maybe: 'gangster,' 'talking with some kind of rap accent or using rap expressions,' 'keeping it real,' which, i think means, to fight someone if you think they disrespected you, and other things.

i say 'yo' sometimes. and 'sup?' sometimes. i never really threw my hands in the air like i just didn't care.

i don't think i like going to hip hop shows so much, because they always tell me to do that, to wave my hands around or something, the people on the stage would, and everyone else does it, and i feel pressure to do it, but i feel to sarcastic to do it, so i just end up leaving the concert with a vague sense of alienation and dejection.

i went to a divinci show, once, and i really liked it. he played 3 mpc's at the same time. he played the center one with his mouth and nose and chin. one time he fell over because he went totally insane. everyone was silent and i yelled, 'that was fucking cool,' and everyone laughed. and i loved that hip hop show.

i don't find fault with anyone that fits into some kind of stereotype. i'm not sure it's possible to stay stereotype-free.

let me tell you about why i like this mix, and why i chose some of these songs.

i don't like reading abstract poetry, or novels with a bunch of abstract sentences in them. i feel it's exclusionary. and trickery.

i can't explain why i feel different about music lyrics. it might have something to do with the fact that i'll listen to a rap song i like, maybe, 200 times over the course of a year or something, so i have time to think about almost every line in that song. this is not the same for poetry or novels. i rarely read a poem 200 times.

here are some lyrics from the 'kingspitter' by big juss, which is on this mix. i might have misheard words.

the battles, the legends, the heroes, the villains
the dual for the embodiment and consciousness of millions
who can't sabatoge the fourth information
molecular hyper universe
fully hardwired configurated to the main frame
rockin a syllable hydraulic chassis
wherever reaction occurs in the presence of a catalyst

and then there's a bunch more that i don't care to write about.

when i listen to these 200 times over the course of the year, it becomes very easy to understand what he's really saying, so you get the imagery, a scary, science fiction, mechanical, epic earth image, with this message behind it. the message isn't pretentious or something, and it's both one, all-inclusive maxim (something like, 'we're fucked'), and a lot of individual, detailed points. for me it's like reading a very good, scary science fiction novel. i become afraid of the things he says, sometimes, because i wonder what his brain looks like, if it's gigantic, and i wonder which pathway in his thoughts he was able to access by thinking of those lyrics. i begin to feel like these people are 'true intellectuals,' or something, even though that's a glorification.

this is one kind of reason that i like this kind of music.

now i'll say things about qwel. the songs by qwel that i put in the mix are off the album 'if it ain't been in a pawn shop, it can't play the blues'. i like the production in this album. it's perfect for me. the songs i put in the mix very much illustrate this. qwel is very smart too. here are some of his lyrics where he says some shit that is wrong with our society:

divided we stand man the sides to unite for bandwagons
antagonistic fashion statements pants saggin grand dragons
street taggin advertisers plastic liars barcodes stuck your wallets fat
mispelled your cotton farm clones
scarred with shoppin carhartt
march with the other army ants
we ardvarks for 40 hours, thought? hardly a chance
how long can we dance upon our hands for these snakes?
dreamscapes and screen savers, faith-based police states?

these are the first lyrics in one of his songs on the mix. he's really good at this. he doesn't even say one thing and mean another. it's like he just understands the world this way. it seems like there is little pretension to qwel. i like that.

here is the mix.

part one

part two

typing this is taking too long.

i hope you like it.

Intro yo.

Hi.
Well it seems like I don't have enough to do in my life. Two jobs, paintings and other blogs...well that just isn't enough responsibility so I've decided what I really need to do is start a music blog. So here it is. I have been on various Bulletin boards and forums lurking and stealing music for a really long time so I've decided it is high time I start uploading my shit and sharing a little. I have a lot of music.

I do not know anything about music. I don't play an instrument and I can't sing. There is too much math to music for me....math and I do not get along. But I do know what I like. I do know what brings back good memories or reminds me of particular poignant times in my life. And that is what I will be posting here. Songs and albums that mean something. It might be something technically perfect or very crude. It might be Three Six Mafia or Van Morrison. This is not about what I think is cool, but what is important to me.

The reviews won't really be reviews. They will be.....abstract association really. Whatever an album or track brings to mind, the person memories, the time period in my life it reminds me of...that is what I will write about. Take it or leave it.

So Here I sit unshowered, subsisting on croissants and red wine, having been holed up in my room for three days, having not seen the light of the sun, on an internet music binge.

enjoy:



Living Legends - Almost Famous


I often feel really cheesy for liking this type of hippy west coast rap. I feel like people think it is for people who smoke weed all day, talk about bongs a lot. It reminds me of white kids who went to raves and preached PLUR a lot. But that is ok because I really like this album a lot. hah. It has samples from the Charlie and the Chocolate factory movie (the one with gene wilder) and tells some good stories. I got this album when I was going to Sheridan in Oakville so it reminds me of riding on the Go train for about 4 hours a day. 



Lean on Me, The best of Bill Withers


Okay, okay so I admit that what turned me on to Bill Withers was that Gap commercial. You know the one from the series where people are in Khakies dancing around? It used his song 'Lovely Day'. I loved that song so much I went and searched for it on Mosaic (wait...was it that long ago? probably not but remember Mosaic? no? ok nevermind...) I went to Tower Records (yes that long ago since this place has long since disappeared from Toronto) and bought the CD. I love this CD. I love pretty much every song on it. 'Aint no sunshine' is one of the most beautiful songs in existence if you ask me. This is a great Soul album. I love old soul. It is possibly in my top 2 favourite genres of all time. These songs have been sampled to death (blackstreet - no diggity comes to mind first) and for good reason. Bill withers is awesome. This album reminds me of my first love in highschool. Love at the time meant something else. I had no idea what Bill Withers was talking about but I thought I did. Silly me.



Boot Camp Cliks Basic training


I got into this type of rap late in the game. When I was younger I was all about the positive intellectual rap ONLY. I thought that Duck Down and Bootcamp were below me. I thought I was way too goody goody for this stuff. I think I probably was. Later on, when I was in perhaps....grade 12 or 13 I realized I was being stupid and that I was missing out on a whole world of bangers. hah. This album was my first taste of blackmoon, smif & wessun (coco brovas - what a gay name) and all the rest. The beats are dirty without being southern gritty. It is the golden era of east coast rap for me - before puffy came and gayed it up, when the songs make you think of dirty subways and shaolin and brooknam and cockroaches and bedstuy and yeah well...anyhow. I listened to this a lot on the GO train as well. Whenever I want to feel bad ass this is a good one to put on.



Prince Paul - Psychoanalysis, What is it?


Prince Paul... hrmmmm I found out about this guy cause he produced De La Soul's first album; '3 feet high and rising'. I have been a de la fan since forever. I love De La. 2 summers ago I got to see them live twice and I was happy about that. I do not love their more recent albums as much as everything up until (AND INCLUDING OKayyyyyy)  'stakes is high'. I can never decide which album is my favourite between that one, de la soul is dead, and bahloon mindstate or however they spell it. De la Soul is life music to me. It is the soundtack to my life, well part of it, a big part of it. Anyhow, Prince paul is probably insane, crazy like a fox, kind of like Kool Keith but not quite as much. This album has songs about date rape on it, and bootyclaps. The date rape songs are the best ones. they are scary but good. This also reminds me of Oakville. It reminds me of waiting for the bus at the stop across from the shitty condo I shared with 3 other girls who I did not really get along with. It reminds me of waiting and waiting and waiting cause transit out there SUCKED! I had class at 8am every day and class didnt end till 5:30 or 6. ech. After that first year of living in oakville I moved back to Toronto. Spending 4 hours on transit every day to get from downtown to Oakville was better than living there and feeling like I was dying a slow suburban death. The view from my room out there was of a vacant lot where the new cars from the ford factory were parked. how depressing. Anyhow this album is one that not so many people know of.....It is much much better than his next album (I think it was next anyhow) called 'prince of thieves' I think. He is now working on a new project called 'Baby Elephant' which is interesting and worth checking out. Plus the album cover is awesome.